MR..my everything

muahahahaha..

tetibe aku rase macam nak menulis lagik..

to be frank, aku dah x sabor nak balik KL, seriously..i missed my life there, my frens, etcetcetc.. nak kira aku ni gile enjoy tu x ler jugak.. aku x penah gi clubbing pun, and mmg takkan jejak kaki pun la, lepak tetiap malam tu tak jugak, kaki wayang gegiller tu tak jugak..ermm

i just feel like....something is yet complete in my life..sedihnya!

maybe gak sebab my dearly besfren, MR kt KL kot..yeah, i miss her a lot every single second in my life!

MR... is my other half.. i have known her since my secondary school.. mase lower form, aku giller benci die, sbb die sombong giller babi nak mampush..hahaha..die kawan pun ngn anak org kaya, anak dato'.... and MR quite famous among seniors to be adik angkat aka budak2 glamour la ni.. and my dormmate, D at that time is one of RM's close frens..so aku tahu la cite pasal MR ni..according to MR, die rase aku sombong, sbb ade akak kt situ, real sister, KT which was in Form 4 at that time..oh ya, RM was under same roof as me, lain level jer....

after 3 years of knowing each other for the sake of formmates.. aku start kenal MR.. that was Form 4 when MR, start suka datang kelas aku since my class was at GF, and one of her good fren, S was sitting at the of me. MR suka buat2 citer jongos die, and she made me laughs.. hehehe

since MR and me in a same building, we then be in one group..konon group study la ni which ended up, makan jer yg lebih pastu tidor..hahaha..and six of us (MR, D, Z, E, N and me) in such a small room..all good memories...

until one day, i became too close with MR, I teach her Add Math (which was my feveret subject, I rather do Add Math exercise than doing other homework..giller betul aku time tu).. Masa nak abes SPM tu, sume orang dah bercita-cita tinggi.. E nak amik medik, so of course die kena masuk matriks. N nak amik Architecture, die nak masuk UTM. D and Z nak masuk MMU. While MR and me, decided nak masuk same uni.. And Alhamdullilah, sumenya tercapai..tho at first, MR application to uni was unsuccessful. tp lepas all those rayuan n etc, die berjaya.

then, we r so close to each other, became a housemate for almost 6 years being together during good and bad times.. yahh, she is my everything.. she is a shoulder to cry on, a face to smile with, a heart with share all, a place i can release my mood..she knows me well in and out, even a problems that nobody else knows..

i still remember the day MR begged me, to think of my decision to work here..yah, i still remember.. i wouldn't say i regretted with my decision as i learned a lot here but it didnt turn up as what i want it to be..so i decided to make a restart of my life, another chapter of me in KL soon..probably by mid of this year

and MR, i dedicate this special song for you..someday hopefully u will find this blog..

D.E.S.T.I.N.Y

What if I never knew... What if I never found you... I'd never have this feeling in my heart... How did this come to be?... I don't know how you found me... But from the moment I saw you... Deep inside my heart I knew... Baby you're my destiny... You and I were meant to be... With all my heart and soul... I'd give my love to have and hold... And as far as I can see... You were always meant to be... My destiny... I wanted someone like you... Someone that I could hold on to... And give my love until the end of time... But forever was just a word just a word... Something I'd only heard about... But now you're always there for me... When you say forever I believe... Baby you're my destiny... You and I were meant to be... With all my heart and soul... I'd give my love to have and hold... And as far as I can see... You were always meant to be... My destiny... Ohhhh... Maybe all we need is just a little faith... 'Cause baby I believe... That love will find a way!... Baby you're my destiny... You and I were meant to be... With all my heart and soul... I'd give my love to have and hold... And as far as I can see... From now until eternity... You were always meant to be... My destiny...You're my destiny... ahhh..yea..yeaa...

and MR, I really miss you, I really love u! wait for me, I'll be back by ur side.